Oh my god 

I’m tired of hard things 

I’m tired of divorce 

I’m tired of genocide and ice and the president and being scared of my neighbor 

I’m tired of late-age diagnoses:

  • Deafness 
  • ADHD
  • Dyscalculia
  • Dyslexia 
  • Bipolar 1!!!! 

Like Jesus Christ – I’m on your side

Could you throw me a bone 

And some would say he did – 

I certainly don’t shy away from the word 

‘Miracle’ 

July 18th, 2025 

9 years and 

9 days after 

The most significant anniversary of my life 

Up to 

July 18th, 2025 

Ninety-nine is a precipice 

And I’m so fucking scared 

But there’s nowhere else I’d rather be  

Than living on the edge with you